I'm sorry I just couldn't resist

Ok, I toned down this post because I think I was probably just over-reacting earlier.. But I was truly irritated just now..
Anyways, It's highly possible that I'm probably just being pissed or irritated over nothing here.. but I just needed an outlet..

*edited*

I was SOOOOOO determined today not to do anything that might sway or influence her final decision. Not to comment or not to give a reply of any FORM at ALL because i'm thinking that probably also counts as some form of contact? No contact means no contact AT ALL! Because I'm dead serious this time!
And I had almost.. ALMOST suceeded.. until I saw the comment -.-"

Anyways.. this post feels more like a rant or a whine anyways, so i'm not counting it as a reply of any sorts, and thus it doesn't count as having contact.


Okay yeah, back to the complaining!!!
Some people should seriously learn to think before they speak or comment in this case!!!
I was truly irritated by the comment, given that the person who posted it doesn't even know me personally or I can even safely say know much about the r/s. And I've only heard her name being mentioned once before..

I mean it's ok if they give general comments like "Cheer up!!"
Or "Hang in there k! *hugs!* "
Or.. you get the idea la..
But to actually make a statement that might ultimately change a decision? I think it's just crossing the line.. And on a public wall at that.. it's just too much..
And AGAIN, she doesn't even know ME!!!! Or know about the details of the r/s!!! Heck I don't even think she is close to the original owner of the wall..
How could she make such a decisive statement so easily!!! How irresponsible is that? Some people just don't understand that whatever they say have consequences..


If it wasn't for the fact that the owner of the wall actually mean so much to me, and I had a promise to keep. I probably would have done something mean right there and then..

Ok fines maybe I wont.. i'm too much of a libra(-ian?) to initiate confrontations..
But i really WAS pissed off.. coz the comment had this negative connotation that came with it, like it made me out to be the offender of a case of domestic violence or that I treated her really horribly or whatsnot.. it's insulting actually.. even if the original intentions of the post were good..

Hais.. I guess it's good that I think I know her well enough?
Sufficient to know she is sensible enough not to be affected by these general comments.. Or rather, i should say she makes her own decisions?
And also because i guess, it probably couldn't get any worse? ( I hope I'm wrong here though *prays hard* >.< )

Seriously lah.. MEH!!!

I'm surprised at why would this person even KNOW anything about this decision in the first place? Did she tell the whole office or something?!?!? -.-"

~Sigh~


Maybe I should just stay off FB or MSN for the moment..
Or i might just go crazy..
It's KILLING me!!!

Anyways, I think having only 1 solid meal a day as an indirect result of my unearthly sleeping hours is starting to take it's toll on my stomach..
And the lack of sleep is causing my temperature to go uppppppp!!! >.<

Hope the fever don't come..


Things will be different this time
I know so