The Marathon
I know I have been complaining. but suddenly I was watching 2 movies in 2 days!
The Sorcerer's Apprentice was stunning. With the special effects and the Kristen Stewart look-a-like...
Inception was even better!!! After "Catch me if you can".. this was probably the next best movie our dear "Leo" shone in.. Simply marvelous..
CHIONG ARHSSSS!!!
The horror starts tomorrow! Will be gone for the week on a holiday to "paradise" -.-"
Doesnt help that there are so many things that are bothering me right now, simply piling up onto the amount of emo-ness i am already feeling..
The Cold War
As if parodying my already depressing situation, this satirical re-enactment of behavior is chillingly similar. For 2 days now, they haven't said a word to each other.. And what's worse is that they don't seem to be eating too.. Why THE FUCK do I have to go for my reservist AT THIS POINT IN TIME!!!! ARGHHH!!!! How am I supposed to go in without worrying my ass off at what might happen??? DAMN I HATE IT WHEN THINGS LIKE THIS HAPPENS! It was like this last year! Now this year too??
The Accident
Brother got into another biking accident. His whole left arm is full of dried scabs now... How many accidents does he need to get into before he sees how worried everyone is for him?
I literally can't sleep whenever he doesnt get home early.. hais..
Where Is The Love
Everyone that I've come to love and care about more than anything in my life, is threatening to leave my life right now..
First my brother.. then Miss Neo.. and now finally my parents..
I feel like I'm gonna lose it very soon..
As much as I try to show that I'm fine..
As much as I try to talk to each of them individually and try to hold them together..
But I can feel it eating away at me, every night that I fall asleep..
Every morning I wake up..
Or every time I come home..
I'm afraid..
Afraid of finding nobody at home..
Afraid of losing another crucial part of me..
I can't.. I can't bear another lost like that right now..
Strangers
I know we are supposed to be apart. But to be this determined..
I thought you would understand how it feels when things like this happen..
And we contiune to live our lives in ignorance, as if wanting to forget what ever happened in the past 2 years..
It still hurts so much..
That we can't talk like we used to anymore..
Growing Up
When I was young, things used to be so much more less complicated..
Everyday was just to play, eat, play and sleep..
You take the love people shower on you for granted..
Innocently believing that that love, will be there for you forever..
But as you grow up, you start to see the reality of the world, of people..
You start to realise how real the things you see on television can be..
How they can actually happen to you in real life..
How you can lose them so easily..
An accident, a misunderstanding, a crazy night out, a moment of lost in concentration, a slight drizzle, a misplaced word, a moment of anger..
And when placed suddenly in the middle of it all, you find yourself overwhelmed by everything all of a sudden..
Your view of peace gets abruptly shaken up..
And you find yourself unable to deal with it..
And it's times like these, you wish that you could just go back to being a young boy again..
I guess you ARE right.. ignorance IS bliss..
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