Tongue tied

There're so many things I want to say..
But when the time comes to say them..
The words just wouldn't come out right..
Even if I had went through them time and time again beforehand in my mind..

I just wished that we would be able to talk like we used to..
The name callings and the dumb comments..
Not with this self made barrier in between..

At least the weekdays have started!
Which means more work and less free time..
For once in my life, I'm hoping Monday comes earlier..

Life just sucks so much atm..

Oh did I mention? I just got stalked by a group of banglahs when I went downstairs to jog earlier, and then a second time when I went to buy supper.. by the SAME group! It got so bad and worrisome I had to get my dad and my bro down at 4am to confront them because they were following me all over and I did not want them to know where I lived !#$%^%&*
I hate this place with all the workers so nearby.. They loiter around the void decks all night.. ugghhh!! FML